the feeling of anguish mingled with the powerful all-consuming sense of regret is indeed terrible.now this feeling of anguish n regret, is something that creeps in when you least expect it and the uncanny suddenness of this feeling leaves you dazed and momentarily bewildered.
i believe this feeling comes to you like an uninvited guest and generally overstays its visit but therez precious little you could do bout it..but then you know that this is the signal for you to make amends even though there is this small voice at the back of your head reminding you that NOTHING PROBABLY WOULD BE THE SAME AGAIN...
all you are left with,is your bemused gaze desperately trying to grasp..what actually went wrong??.
few more days pass and you look into the mirror to find dishevelled hair,haggard appearance and a solitary tear trickling down your cheeks...you want to cry out aloud but the clammy hands of ANGUISH and REGRET vehemently seems to grasp your neck in an attempt to strangulate you..all you are left with is sadly the overwhelming sense of helplessness..
but then again with the same kind of suddenness...like a bolt out of the blue..you realize the depths of your stupidity and you try to move on with a strength and vigour that is baffling and at the same time commendable..
n then the SUN-SHINE is back again..
