Thursday, June 11, 2009

The Arrogance, The Hatred and finally The Acceptance....

I posted few pics but am sure that wouldn't suffice, if u guys really want to know about us better..hence this effort from my part...
AMRITA- 6 yrs back....snobbish, over-confident with this infamous irascible temperament...the prim and proper no nonsense girl..who detested all sorts of "non puritan" language [read: highly censored bengali slangs], hated the so called "unruly" people of her class, hated the frenzy, the excitement...she wasn't an introvert, neither was she reticent but she simply disliked interacting with such kinds of "non-intellectual" people...and found solace in the thousand books in her library...so just imagine, how difficult it must have been for a girl like her, used to strict discipline and a convent prim and proper upbringing [thanks to her previous school] , to adjust in this jungle called SLS...yess i do sympathize with her now...needless to say, she had a culture shock.
Fresh out of a school, entirely predominated by girls, imagine her horror, when fate suddenly exposed her to the so called "opposite sex"..n that too belonging to the infamous "notorious" section..
first day at school was simply torture for this girl....
second day killed her...
n the third day, she was absent for a week...
misunderstood by her family for her inablity to adjust to the new [read,torturous] environment... far from growing up into a young lady, she grew up into a REBEL..
things were difficult, very difficult..she hated her new school because she felt it was an ill-omen in her life..her coming to this new school coincided with the biggest tragedy in her life....somewhere, she needed to blame someone for her misfortune..GOD and this new school was the most convenient option...
she was frustrated, hence misbehaved with her family, her new class-mates..she hated them!!
that was her way of venting out her frustration, but people took it for arrogance.!!!
1 month in that school, she had already carved a niche for herself in that school, yes she had becom highly popular [read: unpopular] for her querolous, pugnacious nature....
things weren't easy for her because things were not so great on d home-front as well, especially when she kept on bickering with her mom over the silliest of things possible....
after she had lost the person whom she loved the most in this world, she never really had anyone whom she could come close to call that person her "friend"...in other words..she was friend-less enveloped by her iiritation and frustrations throughout..
she was frustrated because things were not going the way she had planned..
she had big dreams but instead found hersef neck-deep in a scenario , she had never even imagined in her worst night-mares..
but to every cloud, there's a silver lining as the famous adage goes..and that silver lining came ironically in the form of SLS........The acceptance..[read:initiation] to this madcaap, super frenzy, super energetic and super invigorating roller coaster ride...
but before i get into that part of the story..i need to introduce you all to all those people who changed her life..n made her into the AMRITA , her friends know today...
but for that..i need to get into the second part of the story...
sorry, mamma is calling for dinner....so will get back to u guyz very soon..with what happens to this girl...
till then..enjoy..and god bless everyone..

3 comments:

"pride is the proudest of them all" said...

keep up the good work....but honestly,i was never aware of the fact that there was so much of darkness in your life...but kudos to you that you have been able to recuperate so wonderfully well and bury the past....i am there for you always sis....as you said,i am just a phone-call away....cheers..

Blobby's penfriend said...

gud...

lutar_inverse said...

nice intro..lets c wats in store..

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